CoNfUsEd

Today we had our Testimonial Lunch for being NEW VINCENTIAN NURSES... Yes.. you've read it correctly... I recently became a Registered Nurse of the RP... And my school Universidad de Sta. Isabel Nursing Department had prepared a Testimonial Lunch for us. It was a successful event, First we had our dear USI President to give her speech then our Dean of Nursing was next. After the talk, there were 4 of our colleagues who went up the stage to give their testimonials. They went on and on and on about their experiences and the likes.. yada yada yada... Then Eating time!! Yummy.. We were served with buttered chicken, Chinese beefsteak, plain rice, one dish with MUSHROOM and baby corns in it, and the last one was the dessert which was a 'buko salad'. While we're eating some of our clinical instructors sang for us... awwww.... so sweet right?! :) Then some our our little brothers (lower level nursing students) gave us a dance number.. Thank You!

[pic above: Our Class 4F of Batch 2008 - Standing;Ody, Jhosel, Jhigs, Tantan, kuya Chad, Jaby, Tij. Sitting; Ma'amTipanero, Our beloved Dean Ma'am Estrada, Ma'am Zuniga, Me, Arlene, Mars and Jay! ] By the way guys.. this is not our whole class, others did not attend the event.

Then.. the dean talked about our oath taking schedules and everything pertaining to that.. yada yada yada... Then here it comes... the speaker for a review center for our NCLEX and another one from a certain corporation in UK who are sending medical-related courses to UK to study and work at the same time..

Here's why i entitled my post CONFUSED.. I am a newly registered nurse as I've said, and I really don't know what the next step is. Like I'm so confused right now, if I'm going to start reviewing for my NCLEX or am i gonna start training in hospitals? Or the fact that its so hard to go to the States now a days and me and my friend Jhosel are planning to go to Jedah to work. It's really hard to decide. I miss the old days that I'm so carefree... that all I do is just EAT, SLEEP, READ, WALK, TALK... just simple stuff. But now that I'm in an adult world... i don't know where'll I go. It's not like when you were a child that your parents or teachers tell you what to do. Now its different, I myself is responsible for my actions. It's a tough one for a newbie like me! But I know I'll get through this... I have faith in myself and in God that He will not forsake me in my hour of need... ^_____^

InSpIrEd

This is my first ever post in my blog!! hahahaha... I've never really like sharing my thoughts and feelings to anybody... BUT (a very big BUT) ^_^

My Wifey (laopo) inspired me to write.. actually i've been writing since elementary school. I remember writing in our own school magazine once.. but never had pursue that career. You know why? Because of my own insecurities... the people who handle the school paper were the 'top of the crop' crowd... so i assumed that i would never fit into that particular corner... huhuhuhuhu.. what an opportunity loss... (and people I really did REGRET having not been able to be a part of that school paper). I know.. I know.. you all think I'm stupid for letting that opportunity pass by... huhuhuhuhu...

See.. my insecurities are eating me up again!! *sigh* its good that i have friends that totally support me and push me over the edge just to boost my ego and be the best that I can!! whoohooo... this is actually fun!! Now I know why my wifey (laopo) is so addicted to it!!

But im a newbie at this so i need guidance!! plz guide me!! thank very much!! in cutting this short because i don't know what to say anymore... by the way my wifey(laopo) has an aacount here and some of you maybe fans of her.. she's pretty good at writing.. maybe i'll post one whole page about her.. hehehehe..

She's none other than http://jhosel.blogspot.com/